One very small victory

Last night I enjoyed an excellent evening out with a large crowd of people from work.

Arriving at the restaurant and among the chaos of who needs to sit where there was an opportunity to sit right next to the girl I have a little crush on. For a few seconds the opportunity was there to just slide into the seat and spend the evening next to her.

I hesitated and then was invited to sit elsewhere which I gladly accepted and had a lovely evening.

So a very small, tiny really, victory in terms of chosing not to the selfish, fantasy driven wrong choice.

I still fancy her but hey lets celebrate small (tiny) steps